Although it has been 2 months, it has gone by quick! The days leading up to the months, have been long. Some longer than others but each day hes on my mind at some point, something happens and I just think.
I remember when Jordan and I use to do that!
But it is ok. Most days have been all right! I know its where he is supposed to be and the Lord has called him on a mission for only good! Who doesn't want a RM anyways?!
I was getting ready for bed tonight and I was listening to the playlist Jordan and I made for when we would go for truck rides. Which was every day and there is one song in particular that was Jordan's favourite song for a very long time. it was Jump On My Shoulders by Awolnation. I find it rather catchy and fun, and that is probably the reason why he liked it so much! When Jordan likes a song you could always tell! He would rock out and make it fun! I find that all of his past favourite songs have basically an emotional attachment to me. But when I was listening to the song tonight for the billionth time there is a line at the end and the guy sings "Its not supposed to be easy"
And I know, no, it is not supposed to be easy, and it never will be! We have to expect the worse but hope for the best! I know that these next 22 months are going to be tough, but it will be fun and full of adventure, like look at me already! I am staying so busy I don't even know how I had time for him! But I know that he is having a blast, and learning a ton! He will be a different man the next time I see him and I look forward to see how much he has grown! Plus, when he gets home I will be a different person too, and it can only get better from there!
Here is the song! Just put your mouse here! --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEzubO8dKdA
Enjoy!
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